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natural kindness Author, artist and dog share ‘An Open
Heart'
By GINNY MERRIAM for the Missoulian
Photographed by KURT WILSON of the Missoulian
Bozeman
artist and former Missoula resident Hedvig Rappe-Flowers
sits with her family’s dog, Satch, at her home last
week. Rappe-Flowers recently illustrated a book
featuring a different dog and telling a story about
kindness.
Every day, Hedvig Rappe-Flowers is amazed by the
kindness of friends. And strangers.
They bring dinner without being asked. Twenty of the
friends brought a Thanksgiving feast to the Bozeman
artist's house. The Gallatin Valley Land Trust is
building a trail at the base of the Bridger Mountains
and naming it after her. A group of athletic women are
raising money for Hedvig's Trail with an outdoors
calendar with a racy bent. People help with her girls'
ski and soccer fees.
“The kindness and support of both the Missoula and the
Bozeman communities has been incredible,” Rappe-Flowers
said in a recent interview. “People want to do
something. It's overwhelming. People just want to help.”
Rappe-Flowers' life has been disrupted by breast cancer
- an “inconvenience,” she calls it, not a “battle.” Only
50 years old and the mother of two teenage daughters,
she knocked the cancer back when it first showed up 11
years ago. Then it returned. She lives with it with the
help of her family and the love of friends across the
state.
By quirks and chance meetings, she spent the summer
illustrating a children's book by Bigfork writer Barry
Schieber. The newly published “An Open Heart: A Story
About Moritz” tells a story of kindness.
Working with Rappe-Flowers at this time in her life has
become a story of its own, Schieber said. Every time he
thinks he's learned every lesson it holds, another
dimension emerges.
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“There's such a powerful story of an
artist being able to create such beauty in the midst of
this dark disease spreading throughout her body,” he
said. “She has such light and beauty that she is able to
transform that into art. You can see the power of art in
the world.
“She captured kindness in the illustrations. It's a
direct experience.”
Schieber is the author of “Nose to Nose,” about his
experiences with his Bernese mountain dog Moritz working
as a therapy dog, and of a children's book about Moritz,
“A Gift to Share,” published last year. He had his new
story in mind two years ago when he ran across “Spotted
Bear: A Rocky Mountain Folktale” in a bookstore. Written
by Rappe-Flowers' mother, Hanneke Ippisch, the book is
filled with Hedvig's illustrations. It won the pair a
National Outdoor Book Award in 1999.
“As soon as I saw it, I bought it,” Schieber said.
Then he called the illustrator and asked if she'd work
on his book.
She was too busy, she said.
Last spring, he called again.
She was sick, she said. He'd have to be patient. She'd
do it, unless something intervened.
“Something told me to go ahead with it,” Schieber said.
“I had doubts that the book would ever be finished. But
there was something that was bigger than the book.”
Rappe-Flowers liked the writing because it was a “short,
sweet story” about kindness. And it had a great presence
of the natural world, where she likes to work best.
Painting in the tangerine-orange and sky-blue studio
attached to her house in Bozeman, Rappe-Flowers slipped
into a kid's-eye view of the world. Her favorite work of
her life has been her art teacher residencies in
elementary schools around Montana. There, she has
learned that children look - really look - at nature.
Children will stop and look at a line of ants moving
across a sidewalk. Adults, years beyond such wonder
about the natural world, walk right past.
“How often do we do that?” she said. “We forget. It's
not new anymore.
“They know how to really see. As adults, we forget how.”
In the story “An Open Heart,” Schieber and Moritz hike
to Pyramid Pass in the Bob Marshall Wilderness in much
the same way a child would. Retelling the story for
readers in his own voice, Moritz, himself a 6-year-old,
smells musty packhorses and the clean green of pine
needles. He watches squirrels and chipmunks - but
doesn't chase them - and feels the sun growing warmer as
the day blooms.
Moritz takes a cooling dip in the creek, then shakes his
coat off with a big spray. He enjoys the crunch of a
cookie from Barry.
In her illustrations, Rappe-Flowers catches Moritz with
a butterfly on his nose. She shows readers a marmot
through Moritz's eyes.
“I think because the story is from a dog's perspective,
kids will love it,” she said.
Children will be drawn in by Moritz's experience with
Barry, too, she said: In this true story, Moritz gets in
trouble, just as kids do with their parents. On the way
down the mountain, Moritz finds a fawn. When Barry
catches up, the fawn is lying in the trail, still. Barry
is terrified that Moritz has hurt it.
Rappe-Flowers captures the moment in an illustration in
which the mother deer looks on.
“The next thing is that Barry realizes the dog is really
kind,” Rappe-Flowers said. “Kids are really kind, too,
and they'll understand.”
Moritz wants Barry to understand his kindness toward the
fawn, she said, just as a child would. Dogs have
unconditional love for their human companions, and
children feel the same way about their parents.
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paints one of her signature wooden bowls in her
Bozeman studio. “I don't think about it when I'm
painting. I don't think about cancer,” she says.
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Rappe-Flowers thinks of herself more
readily as a designer than an illustrator. She's known
for her painted wooden bowls, which have their roots in
work she did with her mother and stepfather Les when
they owned and ran the Ninemile Schoolhouse.
“As an illustrator, I really struggle,” she said. “It
was challenging. But it was good because I learned so
much.”
She approached the work from her love of nature, which
for her is spiritual, she said.
“You're out there, and it's so grand, and you're so
insignificant,” she said. “It's part of where we live.
We have to be connected.”
One of her favorite illustrations in the book is a doe
in beargrass - deer are among her favorite animals and
beargrass her favorite plants. The beargrass blooms'
feathery presence in her mind took her to an alpine
meadow on a sunny summer day.
“It's like a globe out there in the woods,” she said.
“I had the most fun with the deer,” she said. “Deer are
magical.”
Drawing Moritz was not so easy. She loves dogs, but
doesn't know Moritz well. A good artistic depiction
comes from a rounded knowledge of the subject, she said.
In her art teacher residencies, she has learned that the
best drawings of an apple don't come from setting an
apple on a table in front of young artists. Instead, she
has children experience the apple in all its fullness.
“You've got to taste the apple, you've got to feel the
apple, smell the apple,” she said. “You've got to employ
all the senses.”
When Santa Fe, N.M., book designer Eleanor Caponigro got
the illustrations and sat down to design the book, she
found they stood remarkably well on their own.
“I found they were paintings in themselves,” she said in
a phone interview from her Santa Fe home. “So I treated
them that way.”
Throughout the book, Caponigro didn't put type on the
paintings, but rather let them sing the story on their
own pages.
“I think Barry and Hedvig, living in Montana, they had a
certain sequence in their heads, both knowing the
trail,” she said.
Caponigro, a designer of photography and art books for
30 years, knows how to draw the reader on. As the pages
turn and the crescendo of the story builds, the
sentences become fewer and the illustrations more
numerous, words and pictures working together.
“I take both decks of cards and shuffle them and turn
them into a book,” she said.
The reader sees and hears the story through both
mediums.
“Communication is not always linear,” she said. “I don't
have to be sitting across the table from you. It can
come through different channels.”
Rappe-Flowers graduated from Frenchtown High School and
earned her undergraduate degree in art with a minor in
psychology at the University of Montana. She lived in
Missoula for 30 years until her husband, Pat Flowers,
took a new job with the Montana Department of Fish,
Wildlife and Parks in Bozeman. Her daughters, Natalie
and Ericka, are 15 and 16.
She looks forward to returning to Missoula for the new
book's publication party on Dec. 8. She and Schieber -
with Moritz - will sign “An Open Heart” at the Art Attic
on South Avenue West from 6 p.m. to 9 p.m.
That night, her friends will bring forward their own
acts of kindness.
As advance publicity for the book began to generate
attention this fall, Schieber had an idea: Let's frame
the illustrations, he told Hedvig, and have the
publication party in an art gallery.
It was too much, Rappe-Flowers said. She didn't have the
energy or the money, burdened by medical bills, to see
to the framing. But then, she hadn't mentioned the idea
to Patty Kent.
Kent, a friend who lives in Missoula, is known for
getting things done. She doesn't know Schieber, but she
called him. Surely we can make this happen, she said.
“When Patty Kent called me, she just pushed me through
the door,” Schieber said. “She said, ‘Let me get to the
point. We want you to fund it.' ”
Other people were drawn in. Schieber called Art Attic
owner Janelle Woodworth. She found companies she works
with to donate frames, molding and matting. She and her
employees are donating their labor. Youpa Stein,
co-director of Living Art and an old friend of Hedvig's
from the days that Rappe-Flowers curated art shows of
Living Art participants working through cancer with the
arts, helped get the word out. At the signing, the
illustrations will be for sale. The money will go to
Hedvig and Pat to help with medical bills.
“I just thought that would be a fabulous thing to do,”
Woodworth said. “And it just came together. I really
think it's going to be a very, very wonderful time, a
magical evening.”
Schieber also had greeting cards made of two of the
illustrations, which will sell in boxes of 12.
People are already calling to ask about the framed
illustrations.
“Moritz attracts people, Barry starts talking and things
just happen,” Schieber said. “Moritz has a large
following. And Hedvig and Hedvig's family are known for
their good work.”
Rappe-Flowers has always been “amazing,” said Stein of
Living Art.
“Being around her, it's like being next to a stream or a
tree or a mountain,” she said. “She's so natural. Her
ego doesn't get in the way. It makes complete sense that
her artwork would reflect her relationship with the
natural world.”
It's hard to find people who have not been touched by
cancer in some way, Stein said. Woodworth of the Art
Attic is on the board of Living Art. Her brother is a
longtime survivor of cancer.
“Her heart is very open, and she's a very caring
person,” Stein said. “She understands through her own
family how cancer impacts people's lives. She wanted to
do something for Hedvig.”
The Living Art board agreed to support the event with
their nonprofit status, so the art sales will be
tax-deductible to the purchasers as a benefit to Rappe-Flowers.
“People know Hedvig, and they're going to want to
support her,” Stein said. “Hedvig has no idea, really.
She has so many people here who would like to do
something for her. She has a whole community here.”
Rappe-Flowers doesn't know how to express her thanks.
She hopes she has more time to try. Recently, she
decided, with Pat, to stop chemotherapy. It wasn't
working, she said. And it made her feel terrible, far
from the athletic outdoorswoman she is.
“I don't want to be chemo-ed to death,” she said. “And I
want to feel good.”
“It was hard,” she said. “It means I'm not going to be
around much longer. But nobody knows. It could be two
weeks, two months, two years.
“It's a weird place to be. It's like running a marathon
race, but not knowing when it's going to start.”
Rappe-Flowers plans to begin a new art project, a
multimedia work about cancer that will use her own
x-rays, bone scans, pill bottles and other medical
paraphernalia. She doesn't want to go on a cruise or
“the trip of a lifetime.” She's content where she is.
She's happiest when she's painting, wearing her
painter's apron layered with 10 years of colors. She
leaves illness at the studio door.
“I don't think about it when I'm painting,” she said. “I
don't think about cancer. I think about shapes and sizes
and colors.”
Schieber keeps contemplating the coincidences. Retired
from a career as an investment adviser and a former dean
of the Tibetan Buddhist Nyingma Institute in Berkeley,
Calif., he met Moritz as a puppy when he was in
Switzerland for his own cancer treatment. He had never
had a dog before, and wasn't thinking of getting one.
Today, he has a list of book signings around western
Montana. Most of them just came to him. Two British dog
magazines have called to do feature stories,
unsolicited.
“These things are in place,” he said. “All I have to do
is open the door. I have nothing to do with it.”
He couldn't have imagined the kindnesses would go so
far, he said.
“I really think the book itself is a minor character in
the story,” he said. “The whole thing doesn't have any
boundaries. It just keeps going.”
Ginny Merriam is a Missoula free-lance writer,
communications director for the city of Missoula, and a
former Missoulian reporter.
Reach photographer Kurt Wilson at 523-5270 or at
kwilson@missoulian.com.
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